<BITCH MODE="SELF-PITY">
In fact, I liked it so bloody
much that I decided to make a new version of it
[last page], rather than
just leave well enough alone with the
old scanned-in, colorized version
that used to grace that page. Of course, I decided to do something easy,
like a stained-glass window. Then, why not put the window in some kind of
stone wall. But not just any stone wall, oh no, not good enough
for this masochistic li'l Episkopos. I decided that the
wall should be in the form of a
Penrose
tiling [which is an example of
a quasi-fivefold rotational symmetry, which is supposed to be impossible in
nature,
since you can't tile pentagons non-holistically the way you can tile,
for example, squares,
triangles and hexagons], and went about figuring out exactly how to do
that [and, since the pattern is non-repeating, I had to put the whole thing
together pretty much a stone at a time]. Once I had a good plan, I found
out that there seems to be a little bug in
POVray [which, despite my
bitching, is a fantastic package, and is free besides] which prevented
me from doing what I originally intended, so I had to do a whole bunch of
it over again. What I eventually came up with was a far cry from what I
wanted, but I was really, really sick of looking at it
after almost three months, so I just called it ``done'' and went on
with my life.
</BITCH>
After a good year of just not liking how the Mandala
looked, POVray 3.0 came
out, and had nifty things like atmospheric scattering and suchlike. So,
I blew the dust off my archived copy of the POVray source and then spent a
week or three fiddling with various different aspects of the image, trying
to get the window to look more luminous, the wall more stoney and the
air more dusty. The starchy tubers of my efforts (and a little over 123
hours of rendering time on
a Pentium 150, woo-hoo) are on ye formerly mentioned preceding page.